Sunday, January 04, 2009

al-fatihah to dearest tok ayah

he's always been my favorite grandpa ever.i have been well informed about him being very ill few days ago due to retroperitoneal cancer with several metastases. so cancer being cancer...i tried to prepare myself bits by bits..in case for the worst thing to happen.

i received an sms from my dad about an hour ago, saying ''tok ayah pulang ke rahmatullah about 15 mins ago'' and etc etc ( which im just too hopeless to read).

maybe i was quite prepared ( mentally) or maybe i am now finally an adult in my 4th year medical course ( which to the certain extent, know what cancer might cause)..i remained calm and so i replied to my dad..''okay.i'm okay.dont worry!hygiene exam coming up in mid jan.salam to all.''
i think im turning into such a very cold person this year.

last but not least, i hope Mama and family will accept the faith the way it is, and remain calm. Hope everything's fine back at home.Sorry for not being there with all of you, again at this kinda time.

Al-Fatihah to dearest tok ayah..love from your eldest, prettiest granddaughter-Ileena.

4 comments:

sya said...

Al-Fatihah utk Tok Ayah.. smeuga ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang soleh

IXORAROXI said...

Salam Takziah buat NANA sekeluarga
Al Fatihah, moga tok ayah dicucuri rahmat Allah,,Amin

ninaism said...

COndolences to you and your family..Al-Fatihah..

p/s: cepat jadi doctor and find a cure for cancer. =)

dollY baKir said...

nana,
sori to hear bout ur grandpa, takziah to u n ur famili.